Sometimes I just feel like hiding somewhere where no one can find me...

I want to hide from all the problems that's before me...

I want to hide from all the people chasing after me...

hai... but i know I can't hide from God.

so it leaves me with no choice but to face whatever problem I have,

face the people I am trying to ignore.

Embrace the fact that there is no hiding before the Lord.

"For the spirit of God is not of fear, but of love, power and self control."

"You are my shield, my strength

My portion, deliverer

My shelter, strong tower

My very present help in times of need."

dedicated to u

heart-felt closeness is not a measure of distance between u n the person, or the frequency u see each other...

why this mushy statement, that's becos I have just return from a week trip, and there are a dozen of people I am thinking of. u just have the feeling that they are really impt to u, to your life.

my hubby, gabriel, is of course at the top of this list. Each time I m away from him and enjoying something, like watching a scenic view, eating a delicious meal, I will be dying for him to come and enjoy that moment together with me. It is like you dun want him to miss out the very thing that brings u joy at that moment. He said the same thing to me as well, when he is on his own trips n as much as I told him to enjoy on my behalf, it is not possible to do it. It is nvr full enjoyment unless you are with the person whom you enjoy the company. I concluded that enjoyment is not only what you do but who you do it with.

i enjoy watching movie with my sisters. it is different watching with them, compared to others, esp touching movies. my buddies n i will enjoy drinking coffee and talking, coffee is like a must even after a heavy dinner. gab n i enjoying dining with rachel n her boyfriend, they are almost the first we will think of when we want to go for dinner. of course gab is the only one who i enjoy doing everything with... ( i hope it is vice versa =P )

I also beginning to believe that i m an extrovert. i love to have people around me, mayb i need them to be ard as well. i can start a conversation with a stranger on a plane. i have nvr watch a single movie on my own, hardly had a meal on my own as well. if i have to be alone, i will be watching tv at home or sleeping. i have insisted i m an introvert until gab told me otherwise. in fact, he say he is a passive extrovert (lazy in another word) n i m an active extrovert. i will always to look for someone to meet up.

back to my initial topic, to you who is closest to my heart, thanks for being close to my heart, part of my world. it really brings warmth n joy to my heart, knowing i have u all.

p.s. if u are wondering if u are the one i m talking abt, yes yes yes, cos this blog will only be read by you. n if u think it is too mushy, haha, bear with me. i m lack of companion for 1 week.

HP Campus in Houston. It is a realli cool place, much like our university campus.

Dinner with my collegues.

Anyway, I am going to be leaving for home tomorrow!!! YES!!! I am just so glad.

Xscapade '06: Cross Out

This is an exciting youth camp. You shouldn't miss out on this!!!
date: 19th -23rd Dec

the haze can't get us down!!! jungle survival!! walk on top of the trees >_<
my dearest friends...

simplicity is complexity. it is complex to be simple.

ironic or whatever you call my title today(in comparison to my blog name).
my dearest friend had just explained my blog name in a very complicated way... have she revealed my deepest darkest part of my mind? I wonder...
she mentioned that at the end of my blog name "it is v simple...", "..." had more to conclusively state my statement as simple, there must be something after that. well, then that's for those who will follow my blog to find out what's after that statement. if stating "it is v simple" truly reflect that things are simple, then i wouldnt need a blog to pour my tots. there will be no interesting things to read abt.
why 'it'? cos i have no idea what is 'it'. but i believe there is a 'it' out there that will fit to this description.

anyway, i m not in my best mood lately. you know the times when you have a v v v heavy feeling in your heart. i m checking where that weight comes from, but i am so busy that i have no time to even pause and think.

starting a blog

i m not such good writer, got C5 for my english, hates to write essay, hmm... why m i doing this? that's probably to tell the world my tots, if anyone ever read...i nvr tot i would start a blog but since others look really interesting, i guess i can give it a try, to see how it is like to pen my tots in an open way, mayb i will discover another part of me, the part of me that can only be found in this website.