In His Presence

Lyn taught abt being in God's presence in the last bs. How we can tap on His anointing when we are in His presence. Not that I am totally ignorant abt this before my bs, but after that session, i am brought to even greater awareness of His presence. it is almost like you know when u are in and when you are out of His presence. God's anointing power is amazingly great when you are in His presence and when you become aware of this, it is almost like you grow dependant on His power, you know that your own human strength is so limited that you just want to draw from His strength.

I also come into realisation that I only want to be successful by His anointing. Cos I no longer know the success i get using my own strength is 'real' success. Like leading a great worship is no longer a success to me unless God's ministry is in His people. Leading a good teaching in cell is not good enough unless lives are changed!!! I really desire to see God's hand moving in my life!!!!

"Where can i go from your presence?

Under your wings, i take refuge.

You search me deep within my heart

I know we'll nvr be apart.

Everyday, I draw closer to you Lord.

I long to see your face

And hide in your embrace.

All my life, dwelling in your hold place

My heart O Lord, you've change

I'll nvr be the same, nvr be the same."

from song "Refuge"

a good day

i love today.
i got up in time to jog, something i realli wanted to do for a long time but nvr had the discipline.
i went to work, clearing most of the stuff i need to do today
i had a good lunch wif my collegues.
gab picked me up after work and we had a great dinner together.
then we went shopping with all the vouchers we had (means we spent almost nothing yet get to buy stuff!!!)
and we manage to leave orchard by 8pm and reached home at 8.30, giving us lotsa time to relax in front of the tv.
now i am just sipping my wine, watching tv, typing my blog before i head to bed...
wat a wonderful and fulfilling day!
i love today!!!

disappointments

have you been disappointed before?
have you been disappointed again and again?
have you been disappointed, then you recovered, then get disappointed again, then you picked yourself up again, and then again... and again?

i know man will disappoint me, i am all ready to face that, but yet today, i feel like hidding again.

i thank God that i have Him to cling on. else i wouldn't know where to find the strength to pick myself up again, the next time i am being disappointed. i thank God that He is the one i am serving so i know that even if man fails, God never fails.
(3pm)
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(5pm)now i want to thank God for disappointments, cause they will mould me in my character.
No point dwelling in my disappointments, cause it doesn't fill me, it doesn't make me feel better, it doesn't cause me to grow either. ok!!! time to move on!!!!

High price to pay for my carelessness

I lost my camera last Sunday... I left it at Dunman market after my lunch. Though I went back like in 5 mins, it was gone... $700 camera that gab and I bought half a year ago. It just spoil my day lor.
Now i have to go buy another camera. I could have used the money on more clothes, bags, shoes. The loss is like $1.4k... (cos you felt a lost of $700 when you lose a camera, then you have to spend another $700 on a new one). not a logical calculation, but it is a feeling i get lah...

40 days Purpose Driven Life

Church is launching 40days of purpose driven life. i am both excited and worried. i feel it is a make it or break it project... and to make it, everyone must play a part in the whole involvement. it is like a team, if everyone is very onz, it will be good lor... but if everyone is very reluctant to give their time, then there will be no fruits lor...

Anyway, I am going to start reading the book again. I just collected it frm my mum's place.

friends, if u wanna find a purpose in your life, write to me. all of us has a purpose in our life.

Welcome 2007

My new year resolution

1. Put everything back where they belong. My table is in a mess!!!

2. Read at least 1 book every quarter. That's 4 books a year. Abit little but a good start lah

3. Meet up with my cell members frequently.

4. Pray for my cell members weekly.

5. Read my bible daily.

Ok just 5 resolutions now. but these are really huge tasks. esp no. 1. why m i such a messy person? and i must start a system for my drawers and cupboards. magazines say it will help in putting things back and finding things as well.